It just happened out of nowhere, I still remember it and it was a Wednesday afternoon at the end of July, when I said: no more. 

I was feeling stuck at work which I actually liked, but liking it was not enough for me anymore. I was very unhappy in life, feeling lost and alone, although I was surrounded by loving people.  I had no motivation to do anything, harsh self-criticism, never ending chatter in my head, strict rules and a lot of control for everything. 

I felt like I had nothing although I had everything, feeling guilty either way. I thought I was going crazy and there was something wrong with me for wanting more in life in the middle of a pandemy, for wanting a more fulfilling  job when people around the globe were losing theirs.

But the moment eventually came when I said no more: the voice in my head was becoming louder and louder and I couldn’t pretend I don’t hear it anymore. So I had quit my job, not knowing what I would do next, and before making a decision I knew it was the right moment for me to  pause, take a break, work on myself and heal my childhood trauma. That’s how I learned about RTT and it has changed my life in such a positive way, that I instantly knew and recognized this is what I am meant to do, in my own creative way and adding a little touch of my own personality.